Bless the Lord, Oh My Soul

Bless the Lord, oh my soul,

Let all that is within me bless His holy name.

 

Early spring.

With the crocus

in the front yard

spilling out beneath the old maple tree,

you came forth.

Ruddy.

Full.

Perfect.

New.

 

Your mother and father

had mothered and fathered you

for nine months plus nine days,

and the waiting became thick

and silent at times

with anticipation and praying.

Longing to hold you, know you, see you,

and call you by name.

 

In waiting, God brought

joy to your parents,

hope,

peace.

And as your daddy lay down for a Sunday rest

on a warm, sunny February afternoon,

you began your arrival.

 

Your mother labored for you

wondering if she could do it.

Hoping, trusting, wondering, and strong,

she brought you out

from her womb into the world!

With her hands, she took you

and laid you over her heart,

crying, “David! Your name is David.”

Your father’s eyes brimmed with joy,

and he held you both in his arms.

 

We all want to make a difference somehow –

to leave our mark,

to bless a life or two, or many.

And you, David,

simply by arriving in your humble baby way,

you have already changed the world.

 

Bless the Lord, oh my soul,

Let all that is within me bless His holy name.

 

 

 

(Psalm 103, of David)

With love from Aunt Shannon

For my nephew, David Ashbel, born February 28, 2016

Consuming Empty

In the canyon –

Red dust

and the buzzing chatter of bees

around the fragrance of yarrow blossoms

and mule manure.

A green oasis

and the glint of sunlight on the river,

both impossible to reach in a day.

Humbled by the very ground beneath our feet

(that clings to our ankles and colors our cheeks),

we turn back and gain elevation.

 

On the rim –

One thought from the mind of God

brought this into being (or not being,

since the absence of earth here is what awes me).

 

Air above me, air below;

the canyon is full of air and color.

I breathe in deep enough to fill myself;

somehow I am not consumed.

 

A falcon glides

below my dangling feet,

at home in a place I could not fathom

if I sat on this ledge

for a thousand years.

 

 

May 2006

White and Yellow Flowers

(For Mom)

 

White and yellow flowers

in a small blue vase on my shelf

to welcome spring,

announced only by their sweet fragrance

that fills my room with a pleasant presence.

 

Oh, small things

done with great love.

 

 

2006

Always Stay

I feel the pain,

melt in the flames

of Your refining fire.

Tears drench my shirt –

for what it’s worth,

my heart pours out to You.

 

You are the rock I’m crashed upon;

You are the one I sing this song to.

 

You burn away

what I hold dear,

and it brings me to my knees.

It hurts the most,

but it brings me close,

ever closer to my love.

 

You are the rock I’m crashed upon;

You are the one I sing this song to.

 

When springtime comes,

it warms my soul,

and I do not feel alone.

You’ll never leave me

how I am,

because one day, I’ll be your bride.

 

You are the rock I’m crashed upon;

You are the one I sing this song to.

 

I close my eyes,

I breathe Your name,

I put my hope in You.

My ship went out –

You’re still right here.

You’re the one who’ll always stay.

 

You are the One who’ll always stay.

You are the One who’ll always stay.

 

 

2004